if this is what you want, then fire at will

last day of classes, plus eric's "end of teen angst" birthday party sure seems like a good reason to get drunk! i actually didn't really drink that much... but it definitely hit me hard. yowzas!

every once in awhile i think there has to be good consequences to bad choices... do you think that if i just keep making bad choices i'll eventually see those? hmm... i don't know. it's a mystery! haha.
and i did actually save myself from a bad choice tonight, so that was good. well, technically everybody else who wouldn't come with me saved me from the bad choice, but i think that's all very trivial... the important thing is that i didn't go. oh yea! STAY STRONG! hahahah....

i'm pretty stoked to be finished with classes though. i'm obviously going to have lots of studying to do now but at least i'll have a little bit of free time... to clean. i cleaned my room today (and fixed my bed!) woot!

oh dear... so... i'm in love. with a boy. his name is gerard (ooh... and this one time daniel and i had a pet ant named gerard. we only had him for about twenty minutes and then he ran away... well, i like to say that he grew up and moved on with his life. seeing as how twenty minutes for an ant is probably like, 5o years!!!! aaaannddd... back to my story) so, his name is gerard way. he's the lead singer of a band. they're pretty sweetsauce. they're called my chemical romance. he is hawt. yup... i think i need a poster for my wall. THAT is how hawt he is. wallposter-worthy! thats pretty intense.

anywho... i have to work in a few hours so i'm gonna get some sleep.