so that was funny. this morning, i got home from work... changed out of my yucky work clothes... got some breakfast... came online to check my email. at which time i discovered that "IT'S SUNDAY!" and 'sunday' means new secrets! i like reading the secrets on postsecret.blogspot.com because they usually make me laugh. anyways, on my visit this morning i saw before me something very familiar... and then it hit me. THIS was MY secret! like, ACTUALLY mine... as in, I sent it in. i thought that was pretty funny. i think i made it with the thought that it would never actually make it onto the site, but then it's almost as though i wrote it in such a way that it WOULD guarantee getting on. the problem now is that i don't think i actually wanted it on there because it leaves me in a sticky situation... in which i will probably break a promise to myself, because frankly... i am chicken...poop.
that's the thing about secrets i guess. it doesn't matter how much you want to share them, and even if you share it with one or two... or a million people... it can still be hard to share with the people who matter the most. there's always going to be something to be afraid of and even though the chance is always worth taking, it's not always clear when the right time to take that chance is. man! this sucks. i totally forgot about that stupid card too... and now it's just screaming in my face! :z GRR!
but it is still pretty fun :)