i've been staying at rea's for the last week and a half so it's easier to get to work in the morning. and then i come home every afternoon to shower and get new clothes, etc. While doing this i have realized that as soon as i move out i will no longer have an escape house.... AAK!!! because sometimes it's nice to go somewhere where you're always welcome and you can just hang out and not do anything... with others... that's not your own house. it won't be the same to just walk upstairs... and what if i need to get away from all the girls!!!! (not because i won't want to be around the girls 'cuz i love the girls... but because i"ll want to get out of my house...) WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?! :D

i'm not really that panicky... yet... i just like to have options if they're needed.

i want to go explore the trail beside the golf course tonight... do we think that would be safe? i don't want to get attacked or something just 'cuz i decided to take a walk ... by myself...