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Saturday, April 22
you have always brought me through the night, you are still the love of my life
so school is coming to an end... woot! but just as i'm thinking how exciting it's going to be to not have to go to class and not have to study or do any projects, etc. for FOUR WHOLE MONTHS!!! i'm also realizing that the end of school means the end of the company of some really amazing people. in grade school it didn't matter if you weren't going to see some people over the summer because you always knew that you'd get to hang out again in september, but then those summers were only 2 months long anyways. even over the last few years of university, i didn't really notice that people were leaving me because i always sort of felt like i was leaving them as well... i don't know why, but it seems like this year it's a lot tougher to say goodbye. maybe it's because it seems like this year has gone by SO quickly... i mean, it feels like it was just a couple months ago that we all dressed up in togas and got shitfaced at 'the convent', and now we're already talking about next september's back-to-school party! i've been trying to look on the brightside of summer... i'm moving! so that's pretty cool... except that for a lot of the summer there's only going to be 2 or 3 people there. it's going to be weird in that house sometimes, with it so empty and quiet. well, hopefully people will come visit a lot... i mean, i know SOME people who will practically be living there anyways *cough cough * 'e'llen *cough* haha... but everybody else who isn't 'living' there should come visit alot. :( except that everybody is leaving so who will be left to actually come? wow... depressing. okay, so now that i am somewhat saddened i am going to head off to work. yay! and then it's off to malte's barbecue (where i hope to see everybody!) ... oh ya, that's what sparked this whole realization of people leaving in the first place.