i really really really wish that i didn't have midterms this week! i wonder if i could get them deferred due to umm... 'it's against my religion to study when i'm sick'. is that believable? my head is so cloudy right now that it seems i can't focus on anything and it takes me like, three times through before i actually absorb any information. it's making me feel like i'm never going to get through my readings... :'(

i woke myself up bright and early this morning so i could get a nice jumpstart on the aforementioned 'death-in-form-of-pointless-jargonfilled-articles' but have yet to look at them. not that i haven't been doing anything, i just opted to work on another, less intimidating course for a while. it's been going well but i'm finding that i'm losing my concentration and energy a lot more quickly today than i was yesterday (NOT a good thing).
my mind tends to wander (not surprising, i'm sure. haha) to the more interesting thoughts floating around in my head. i wish that somebody would bring me some red peppers and chicken soup :( ... i bet that if i lived somewhere else (WITH other people) i'd have at least somebody taking care of me.
----speaking of... since i haven't been 'actively' looking for a new place to live this summer/next year i thought i'd throw out a small request... if anybody happens to be looking for a roommate (OR knows somebody else who is) i'm looking to move so keep me in mind for that. i really like my house right now BUT the more i think about it, the more i'm convinced that i won't be happy living with newly-weds... i'd just feel like i was in the way ALL the time... not to mention the way sound travels through this house and that their bedroom will be RIGHT above mine. ... anyways, i'm a really good roommate because i'm easy to get along with and i'm pretty tidy and i do my share of chores, etc. yup...

well... should probably get back to reading. again. here i go. off to read. can't hardly wait for it. oh ya. i'm off. off to read. okay, for real now.
(psst... this is your 'little voice' telling you to SEND MORGAN SOME RED PEPPERS! mm....or raspberry tea... *sigh* you know 'she'd' do it for you! don't feel guilty or anything... but just, you totally know she would... ;) )