i once again find myself surprised to be saying this BUT occasionally people aren't referring to/talking about me... i know, i know, it's like i'm talking crazy but it is true. silly boy.

i can't wait until we're friends enough that i can yell at you for being stupid and you'll know that i'm half joking and you won't be offended or get defensive or angry. yes. i think that will be nice. (see... now i've peaked your interest... you're wondering now, 'when was i stupid? to what could she be referring?' and i'm sorry to say that you're just going to have to wait until the friendship has been thoroughly established to find out... you can pretend like you don't care but i know the truth. hahaha.) i'm just being constantly reminded of it and i'm at the point where i don't want to dwell on the actual events anymore, i just want to share my opinion and be done with it.

i'm excited for may. i just found out but now i'm excited. very cool.