but it's different when it's your life

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Tuesday, January 17

to change and to change for the better are two very different things - german proverb

yesterday was fun. it was nice to have a relaxing night with a movie and still get home at a decent hour. the movie was pretty good... chronicles of narnia... and i only had a little mini-nap in the middle. GO ME! haha. AND i got a cool toy. actually... my toy isn't that cool because it's the mean, ugly witch but she does have the ability to turn people to stone. that's kinda neat. haha.
as i've said before, often my 'titles' don't go with my posts at all. today, however, it does fit with some stuff i was thinking about yesterday and today. if somebody is deciding to make a personal change for themselves, actually quite a minor change that only really affects appearance slightly, as it would be, that totally benefits them healthwise (i guess) but it's something that i don't see as being necessary and i kinda like them the way they are... do i really have a right to say anything? didn't think so. :( actually... i'm not THAT upset about it, i just wish that i did have the right to let them know. maybe i'll send a message through esp, or something, telling them to ask my opinion... and then i can say whatever i want, completely guilt-free. i wish that would work. haha. oh well...

so excuse me forgetting but these things i do

you see i've forgotten if they're green or they're blue

(but that's likely because they're brown... ;) )

anyway the thing is what i really mean

yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen

i know that's quite a statement to make... but it's so very true. sometimes i think i'm reaching a point where i won't think that everytime i see them, but then you look at me and i really can't help it. and you know... that doesn't suck, though maybe it should.

it has been brought to my attention that when i say 'you' every reader will automatically think for an instant that i am referring to them. chances are i am not talking about you unless you are, in fact, the person i am talking about. hehe. just thought i would clarify that... that i am not actually writing in reference to each person that reads this... though, if you choose to believe that it is about you and it makes you feel happy to be you, then i'm okay with that. :)