fuck. i'm such a girl! i think i usually do a pretty darn amazing job of not acting that way but sometimes it's too hard to not be. i'm really sick right now (i blame the water ride at sea world), and so i am therefore way over emotional (YES! - tigerpump). this means that when i watched a sappy movie tonight i found myself thinking about things that i don't want to be thinking about. it also means that when i heard sappy songs on the radio i found myself thinking about people that i don't want to be thinking about. and it also means that i am just, in general, unable to really concentrate on much else and my "girly-ness" comes shining through while i find more and more things to remind me to think about what i'd rather avoid. how do i make this stop? i do not know.

is 3 and a half days too soon to start missing somebody? what if you missed them after one day? what if you missed them for 10 days before that? what if you know you're going to see them in a few days and it makes you miss them more?
i know i'm a dork... i'm okay with that. i think you know how i feel... you must have felt it for somebody before.