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Wednesday, January 11
and i'm trying to fathom all that you are, but so far you're so beyond me
okay... so this one time i sat myself down next to somebody. i believe that there may have been a game beginning. through the course of comments, etc. this person ended up mentioning that they didn't really know much about me... i believe it was close to, "well, i don't really know much about morgan but...etc, etc." something like that. remember?... anyways, to continue... i didn't really care that it was said because it is completely true. to be honest, i really hadn't given it a second thought until today... i was more concerned about something else that was said that night (actually by the same person... coincidentally enough)... i don't even know what it was that reminded me of this today, but whatever it was, it got me thinking. see, i wasn't bothered by the comment until i started thinking about it and i was like... "DAMN rights you don't know anything about me! and who's fault is that?! HMM?!?!" i got a little verbally agressive in my head at this point. haha. ...because, the way i see it is that when you say something, at some point you must have been thinking about it and you either want to remedy it or you're just making a random observation (not unlike the 'other' aforementioned comment... btw, i've learned that one can also "mack" on sunflower seeds and snack-foods of the sort, apparently... so perhaps 'twas not the deal i was making it... haha). in either case, i find myself wishing that i could have certain people switch places sometimes so that instead of these people (who are super great, btw, and totally care) knowing everything about me, another person could know just a little about me... or i could know a little about them... wow. can't wait for cowboys vs. indians... (i might need to enlist a morgan-sitter for the night. hahaha.)