i know that this is silly... but i'm really kind of sad that i didn't actually get to be there when he opened it. i thought i'd be okay with it but i've been thinking about it all day so maybe i'm not. i know that he appreciated it (at least that's what i hear) but i still would like to hear it from him... i guess that's kind of selfish, but i can't help it.

oh... so, i had these cute little chocolate santa-pops that i attached to my christmas cards, and i saved one of the broken ones for myself to see if they were any good. i guess it must've fallen on the floor at some point over the last couple of days though and willow (the snobby cat) decided to fall asleep on it today... so now i have a sticky mess of chocolate and cat hair stuck on a towel... not exactly something i want to eat. i guess i'll have to ask somebody else how they were. i was nervous they'd be like advent chocolates... BUT on the plus side... willow has a little brown spot on her back 'hip' that looks like she was rolling in her own shit. haha.

i can always tell it's getting close to 'holiday time' when i start craving hugs... :( because i know that i'll get a whole bunch soon but it never seems soon enough. it makes me feel blue. hehe. ...sometimes i wish that i was the kind of person who just gave out hugs willy-nilly...then i'd obviously get some back once in awhile. i have NO PROBLEM reciprocating a hug though *hint hint* hahaha.