I HATE STUDYING! probably because i don't actually know how to do it and i mostly just try and review everything that i've learned over the past four months... which mostly involves me doing a whole heck of a lot of reading! that is all... i just wanted to vent that.

so... as some people may have noticed... i occasionally squint my eyes when i laugh (haha... but not as bad as jessica... i mean, can you even see?!?! hehehe) it is obviously not something that i can easily control... well, at least not without looking like a super-surprised freak. and i have suffered the teasing and ridicule for the majority of my life (siblings can be so cruel... ) though in reality i don't actually care because who really thinks about what they look like when they're laughing? especially when it's probably at something stupid that somebody else just did. haha. so anyways... the point of this rant is that i recieved the nickname squinty mcbalderstein ... or something like that (because i apparently looked bald in this picture, though i clearly have hair... i think somebody was on crack...) but i got them back with 'rule cards' later. muahaha. AND i almost had ellen convinced that people were hanging up on her for being an annoying "drunk dialer"... though i should give her credit for trying to make plans for us... "TUESDAY!" *high five* hahaha.
anyways... yesterday was fun... but i'm slowly losing people to procrastinate with... though i guess i'm also running out of time to effectively procrastinate. and i should go study some more... :(