apparently i was being a meanie... which is evident in the blog that ellen just made specifically for the reason to talk about how i supposedly 'bashed' her on here (...mature). SORRY ELLEN!!! how many times can i say it?! haha. but really, i am sorry... i was mostly joking anyways because you were mostly funny (except that one thing you said... i'm still not sure how i feel about that... but i still love you :( that has to count for something!) hehehe.