alright... i may have slightly over-reacted... just slightly. hehe. oh well... i blame it completely on lack of sleep, therefore lowered brain functioning. plus, there's no harm in caring TOO much. so...apparently i might say too much on here. i'm supposed to work on that. so if you could just disregard anything you've read previously, i'm going to begin a new chapter where i don't actually talk about how i feel about stuff (at least not stuff that involves real people). to briefly explain why i do it though: because i don't see the point in hiding things and i don't really care who knows what i think about stuff. i know that some stuff might come across as "creepy" (or so i've heard), or as a slight "over-share", and i would apologize if i thought that it was doing any harm but i don't actually believe that it is. if i say something then i obviously mean it and it's no different than what i would tell somebody in person if they asked me and if that makes somebody feel weird i don't think it's my fault or anything...they're just making different things out of my intentions. so maybe i don't want to start that new chapter after all, because i value my own opinion too much. haha. well, i think that the next time i go a whole day with absolutely no sleep i should probably keep myself away from my computer... or at least that's what i'm going to think once i get some sleep and feel normal again, right now i feel like i'm high or something... everything is starting to blur together. *"no other road. no other way. no day but today"*