i got some pictures developed today... i know that i can look at all my pics whenever i want (that's the advantage of a digital camera) but there's still something exciting about having the actual picture in my hands. they're mostly halloween pics... and a few from the cast party (only a few because most of them are of the same person! WHO had my camera that night?! haha) i finally saw the play on saturday. it was GREAT! i was really really impressed with everything... almost... it's nothing that could have been remedied though as it is simply a person who irritates me... so everything was pretty well good. YAY! i found myself wondering today, as i was cleaning my room..."why doesn't regan ever clean MY room? huh? huh?" hehehe, i'm only kidding rea! no, what i was actually wondering was "how do my binders always seem to empty themselves onto my floor? it's like my notes are trying to intermingle and confuse me or something! frustrating? yes." i have to remember to get regan to help me with some music for a song i'm trying to write... i'm totally tone-deaf i've decided (but only when i'm actually trying to accomplish something), but i think that so far it's a pretty good song... it may be completely stupid though. i admit, i'm biased. i've discovered that i shouldn't actually have a blog. i originally started one because i felt like i had important stuff to say that the rest of the world should be privy to... THEY were missing out! ...that, and i thought that brendan and kim were so cool and i HAD to be just like them (HA HA!) but now i don't really write anything that would be important to anybody but myself, mostly, and half of the time i can't even write what i really want to because of my audience. like today... i REALLY just wanted to talk about my pictures and how good they turned out (especially the ones with certain people in them... except that one that i hate because it makes me sad) but i can't actually say who was in them so that loses its significance. and then i wanted to say how proud i was of myself for the drawing i did today BUT i can't really talk about that either... and i can't say much more about my song... it sucks. sorry, i'm just feeling kind of 'censored' today i guess. it would be nice to have some way to say whatever i want to say, whenever i want to say it, and not worry about offending or making anybody uncomfortable... that's what this was supposed to be all about anyways. "....i'm so awkward..." (i love Family Guy... it's finally on again. YES! TIGER-PUMP!)