i'm such a jealous girl right now... FRICK! i hate that. especially about stuff i can't control... and stuff that i never would have cared about less than a year ago. and WHY am i even jealous anyways... I don't get jealous!!! argh....this is such a weak feeling and i hate it... i want something, some kind of a gesture... anything...really, i just want him to say "don't worry about it". but i so wish that i didn't feel like i needed that to put my mind at ease... this sucks... :( stupid stupid stupid GRRRRR!!!!