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Sunday, October 23
look at the tested and think there but for the grace go i might be a coward, i'm afraid of what i might find out
so it's awesome how you always seem to want 'things' so much more when you're drunk. wait, that's not awesome at all... and maybe i didn't want it more, it was just a more aggressive thought last night. i don't know. regardless... i am SO tired today... it has to have been the fresh air yesterday... that's what it was... nothing at all to do with the overconsumption for daniel's birthday. who, by the way, is officially my favorite gay guy EVER! i love him! i didn't really want to go out last night but after i rounded up a few more people, who i knew i would have fun with, i'm glad i went. we were putting rea and charlotte's new EROTIC magnetic poetry on the fridge yesterday and let me tell you...there are some very 'choice' words in that set. it's so cool! and there's even a 'hump'... you can bet we're going to have some fun with that one. hehe. have you ever had one of those moments where you were perfectly content to just sit in silence with somebody? i love those times. some of you may not believe that i could actually sit in silence... but maybe that's just because i don't really like being with you. hehe...i'm only kidding. but there are just some people who are really easy to not talk to... and to just 'be'. but then sometimes i jabber on forever with the exact same people who i was not talking to before. it's cool. ...and i would say that this was a completely random comment but some of you will know that's not entirely true... whatev. often, my 'titles' are so very unrelated to my 'entries', as has been previously discussed, BUT today it actually is somewhat related...weird... because i want to ask somebody some stuff (or at least have them be asked, whether or not by me) but i'm not actually sure i want to know the answers... it's very confusing/frustrating. SO, halloween is fast approaching...and i don't have a costume!!!! i have absolutely no clue what to dress as! ...unless somebody wants to dress up as george michael...and then i have a great idea... eh?!eh?! any takers? well, let me know...OR i'm open to ANY and ALL suggestions!!!