everything is not ALWAYS about him...geesh! and ya, maybe that was...but it didn't have to be. so there :p i bite my thumb at you! (and it's possible that this is sort of about him...but only a little :) ) i wish that this template would allow me to have spaces between lines...make some paragraphs once in awhile...it would make it a lot more obvious when i was changing to another thought. since i can't, i will tell you now that i am changing to another thought. do you think that if people knew how they could make other people feel they would want to? like, if you knew that the thought of you made somebody happy and you could control it, would you continue to give them that feeling? or, if the thought of you made them sad...or grouchy...or made them cringe... i think it's hard to say because it isn't something that either person can really control and so...is actually kind of pointless to even think about. (nice one morgan...frick). it would be interesting to know if you did make somebody feel any certain way though...just for the sake of knowing, i guess. it's sort of like the juliana theory song, 'if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?' most people make me happy anyways...some are a mix between happy and stomach-twisting, but happy is still in there so it's good...in case you were wondering, you're all probably in one of those two categories so i wasn't trying to sneakily let anybody know that i hate them or anything...haha. i've just been getting the "stomach-twisty"-ish one lately so it got me thinking about this tonight. "Should I bolt every time I get that feeling in my gut when I meet someone new? Well, I've been listening to my gut since I was 14 years old, and frankly speaking, I've come to the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains." ~ John Cusack (High Fidelity)