i'm claiming temporary insanity... just so ya know. i wonder how long that would last... i mean, before it became a permanent insanity plea. i think i'm pushing the envelope just a bit here ... haha. i'm still jealous though (thus being reason for insanity) but i'm working it out and i'm also working on finding a way to make it work for me... it's not working yet but soon...very soon...the worked out plan will work... and a-workity-work-worky-work... uhh, yea. i've decided that it's a good thing i really like myself though, otherwise i'd probably be a very unhappy morgan. because, looking at all the silly things that drive me crazy daily, any average-joe person would probably be somewhat 'blue' most of the time, but SUPER MORGAN (that's me! oE <-- this apparently is the emoticon for muscle flexing...who knew?!) somehow manages to still be supremely content...and sad...at the same time. this, in itself, is enough to make me happy, in my sadness.... the multi-tasking is incredible!!! if i had a circus poster it would probably read something like: "COME SEE THE AMAZING, STUPENDOUS, FABULOUS, WONDERFUL, GORGEOUS, INCREDIBLY TALENTED, MULTI-TASKING SUPER MORGAN!!! she whistles WHILE she mopes... you'll never see another like her!" hehehe, i joke... but really, i amaze myself sometimes at how happy i can be when i feel like i should probably be a little more upset. maybe i'm bipolar...but i'm missing the negative pole or something. and sadly, i actually can't whistle so the poster would require some small edits here and there. wow...i haven't written a post like this in forever...it's making me smile a lot. THIS, my friends, is the real and true morgan... this is the kind of stuff i used to write before university turned my brains to mush. i have clearly tapped into some unforeseen resource that managed to bring back my intelligence... oh, how i've missed it *sigh* and by intelligence i mean whatever this ridiculousness is. i think i may have an idea as to what this 'resource' might be, i'll have to thank...umm...it (?) someday. oh, and jay, i saw your comment today and now it's gone. i don't know what happened to that one but it was there for a bit. weird. okay...well, i'm feeling a tad bit sleepy (finally) so i'll probably head off to bed... i make it sound like i have to actually go somewhere...but nope. i don't. i just flip over the side of my chair and i'm in bed... YES! it's so great. just before i go... if anybody reads this and decides that they suddenly have the urge to go to the airport tomorrow, LET ME KNOW! because i have to go to the airport tomorrow and it would be nice to have some company... 'if you know what i mean' . HAHA!!! i totally just made that dirty....by adding six simple words...i love it!