i have a pain in my chest...not a physical pain. i mean, it is physical but not from some ailment or anything. i always get this feeling when i'm nervous about something or something is bugging me. i do this thing where i make stuff up, not lying or anything like that, but just adding to what somebody has said or hearing it as something completely different. for example, you could tell me that you like my jacket but what i might hear is that you're glad i'm the one wearing the hideous jacket and not you. this has never happened, by the way. often times nothing comes of my tendency here but occasionally i'll act impulsively on what i've just created for somebody to have said and then it's a big mess usually. so, this is what has happened now...i pretty much added an entire paragraph to somebody's email to me (that was not there) and i replied before i had the chance to assess what it actually said. do you think i could claim temporary insanity? that's believable, right? ha. but seriously, i'm hoping i caught everything in time and it will all turn out okay. i don't even know why i do it, i don't think about doing it..it just seems to happen all the time anyways. i think i must subconsciously thrive on the stress that these little mini-dramas bring to my life...maybe because otherwise i would get too bored. i just can't figure it out. but in any case, this is the cause of my chest pain...it's more of an abdomen pain however, or maybe lower chest.
this is going to be such a crazy busy week too...just to add more stress to my life. i have so many things to deal with and so many commitments i'm not sure i can fit it all in. but next week should be nice and relaxing, so that gives me something to look forward to atleast.