...so i, i will paint you in silver. i will wrap you in cold.

wow, i really want to not be here right now. i wish that the summer was almost over and i was heading back to school...i never thought i'd hear myself saying something like that, but it's true. i just don't feel like myself when i'm here anymore. i'm bored all the time and i don't feel like laughing enough and that makes me sad. i just hate the whole, working SEVEN FUCKING DAYS A WEEK! and it's not like i can say, 'well atleast i'm making money' because it seems as soon as i get it i have to be spending it on some other useless thing...usually stuff for other people. and i have no time to play guitar and it sucks, not that it would really matter anyways because i can't really play worth peanuts but it's still fun for me. ok...well, this was going to be a lot longer of an entry but i just don't want to be really complainy so i'm going to stop it right now. hopefully i'll be more myself later and i'll tell a joke or something.