ok. so, i have so much going on in my head right now it's making me crazy! i was really trying to sleep once i got back from my night o' fun with O but i had to get this stuff off my mind somehow or i would just keep thinking about it all night and never get to sleep. first of all, i had a GREAT time tonight. we had a delicious home-made supper, which is something i've been missing lately, looked at some ukraine pictures (which i was happy to see only had ONE hand-holding couple in it and not two...woo), and then we made a list of all the things we could do and drew them out of a bundt-cake pan instead of a hat. first we made some cards for friends, i made mine a thank you for supper and orion made his for brad and greg, whichever answered the door first, and then we both made one for tracy together because she couldn't be there due to studying. then we headed to tracy's to see her proposal scrapbook (SO ADORABLE!!!) and give her the card, next to jon's to pick up my long-awaited cd, and then to brad's to deliver the other card. each stop was really great and fun! the main problem that i think i'm having in my head right now though is that i have a really hard time when people i like don't like people that i like or maybe don't not like them but are having issues with them. example time, and this is purely hypothetical...say my friend was having some issues with his brother but i really liked his brother too, then when i was with him he started saying some not necessarily bad things but not altogether good things about his brother, but i can't really say anything because it's not my place to get involved..then i feel like i'm almost betraying the brother because i'm not defending him but i'm also not seeing it from my friends point of view...so hypothetical though, it's not even funny...i don't know, it's just tough, but silly for me to worry about it anyways because it's not really like i'm in any position to do all that much about it. so ya...now i feel much better for just having been able to get that out...and i'm really tired so to beddy-bi i go!