if you were ever wondering, my favorite feeling in the world is the one you get right before you're about to puke your guts out...oh wait, that's my LEAST favorite feeling, oops. seriously, as much as "i love the drinky", i'm starting to think that it's not always altogether worth it. but then again, come summertime i'm fairly certain that i'll be singing a different tune, when the sun is shining and there's nothing else to do but drink and party. i suppose there is always a non-alcoholic alternative to every activity, what it is has yet to be discovered still... i'm really overusing the '...' today. i'm not exactly sure why that is...(hehe, again!) but it could be because i'm having trouble finishing thoughts. i have so much on my mind, which is weird because i don't really have a lot going on to put on my mind, but in any case it's there, and then there's the fact that some people are driving me up the wall these days. i mean, they're really great people and i love them but sometimes i just can't handle the indecisive, depressive, whiny, complaining, general unhappiness that goes along with the so-called 'great' people. oh well, only 20 days left and i'm free for atleast 4 months. i know i sound like i can't wait for that time now but i can almost guarantee that when it comes i'll be wishing it never had.