i basically have two entries today...weird, i know, considering my track record for even having one entry every now and then, but here goes...
#1 the show was really great! ludo is amazing and deville was REALLY good too. i have to say that i certainly expected there to be way more people lastnight so was slightly surprised but i still had a good time. i'm actually listening to ludo right now and am kicking myself for not finding them earlier...i know that i'd heard a couple of their songs before and i just kinda left it at that but i should've dug deeper to find something great because i most definitely would have.
#2 i really don't understand why i'm such a fool! i don't think that i could carry on a conversation to save my life. i mean sure, i have my moments, but then doesn't everybody? i don't need moments anyways, i need a fullout conversation making machine - YAH! obviously this is my major downfall, if i admit to having one, is that as long as i know the person but am not quite friends with them i run out of things to talk about. i guess it's because with my good friends i already know that i can be an idiot and they're still going to love me, but with complete strangers its that i don't care if they love me or not, therefore i can be an idiot for them as well. and then with those 'prospective friends' or the ones in the middle, it really could go either way and that's where it gets tough. so, i know that this is a terrible so-called theory since not risking idiocy still makes me look like an idiot anyways, but how to get around this is the issue at hand i think. maybe i should become a mime, they're not supposed to speak and their job is to be an idiot, it's perfect! or perhaps i could start a club, IA : idiot's anonymous. it kinda has a nice ring to it i think... and now lets see how many times i said idiot, for lack of a better word, in this one entry.