*scream*
i am so pumped right now. yesterday i was really down because everything just seemed to be going badly and then.....it all got better! i talked to my mom about school and what i want to do with my life, etc. i'm thinking of going into social work...i think that i'd be really good at it. so i'm going to get an appointment with jeannie (i know i know..i dont go to that school anymore), but really, she's the only one i trust is going to care about me enough to actually try to help me. THEN...i found out that i got a $3000 scholarship (the millennium scholarship i think it's called...not positive though.), and i dont really know how i got entered for it or anything but i'm not complaining. it's really going to help a lot! and i think for the summer i'm going to apply to be a camp counsellor at camp luther in mission. i think it'll be really awesome, if i get in for it. if not, then i know it's not where i was supposed to be. and then!! this morning was the last day for our secret santas. i was a little upset because i didnt get anything yesterday (and neither did laurel...weird). when i walked out of our room to go to the bathroom this morning, there was a note taped in front of our door that led me on a chase to finally come to the end where there was a FISH waiting for us. so now, me and laurel have a pet fish. we haven't named it yet but we're working on it. i like wallace and she likes howard. any suggestions? it turns out that my secret santa was morgan. CRAZY!!! what are the chances of that?! well...actually, 1 in 30 but whatev. anyways, that's why i'm feeling so good now. and i think if just one more thing would happen, i would be a happy happy girl. if not...oh well. i guess it's just not meant to happen. but YAY fishy!!!