i'm pretty sure that i had a frickin' awesome radical halloween...maybe...umm, well what i remember was mostly good. i know for sure that i was an ass sometimes and i wish that i hadn't been. i actually spent some of the night trying to avoid one of my most favorite people (sorry o.) because i didnt want to do or say something that i'd regret after...that's kind of the unfortunate thing, is that i should be able to say anything and not have to worry about how things will be afterwards...oh well. it was nice though because i actually got to talk to sean which hasnt happened in a long time. i dont think it was a very good conversation but it was fun just to see him. ANd i met SO MANY new people...some old...i dont remember most names but jake (pete) was one funny kid, and his friend...coulda been mike...maybe kyle, i'm not exactly sure, was cool too. apparently i kept talking to conrad, who i had never spoken to before then, but i only remember once or twice. i really enjoyed that caitlin could be there with me, although it was really weird for me to see her drunk, and i love that regan is the best 'baby-sitter' to me when i've had a little too much to drink. yay her! i realize that it sounds like i was in a drunken stupor for the entire evening but i wasn't! i promise. it really didnt start until jon saw me and gave me a bacardi...about 10 minutes after we got there. ohhh...and i think that the best thing i've ever tasted is a pornstar. i have no idea what's in it (so if anybody knows, let me in on it!) but they're just so darn good. and of course it was really great to see ian too...what was weird though is that i wasnt that concerned about how i appeared to him, i was completely comfortable with how i was acting with him. it was cool. and i know that i looked so hot too...with that side ponytail and hot blue eyeshadow. damn. i just had a really great night. i love hanging out with all those guys! but i was really sick on saturday at work...not fun at all. i know i know...i shouldn't drink that much if it's going to make me sick but i really wanted to have lots of fun and i dont think that i would've without that drinking. not that i wouldn't have had fun, just not as much. and my ass hurts now...i dont know why but i think that i may have fallen at some point...regan? anyways, i guess that's enough for now...i'm sure its not all that exciting to read about my evenings but whatev.

i watched identity last night...it's not a very good video.

"i will lay my life in the hands of the man who laid his life down for me"

which reminds me...friday night kicked off with some good ol' CREW on the stereo...when we walked into the klein's the first thing i heard after chrissy shouting about something, was joel singing. not exactly what i need to hear right before i start partying. but still good because it's joel and he's great!