wow! what an insanely busy week ive had. it has been so intensively mentally draining (and physically too...playing all those fun games ian comes up with can be really tough :) haha) im so excited for this adventure now though. i really believe that i have been called to be God's servant this summer, i really really do and because of this i know that God has something planned for me and will help me but right now im having a hard time believing in myself. there is just so much that im not sure that i can do. i want to ask that anyone who can, please pray for me, that i can have the strength i need to get started and the courage to follow through. i have learned so much this past week that i dont know how im ever going to remember it all!!! i'm missing some people already and they just left today... mainly my qsarah!!!! and ian too, alot! and it was really exciting to get to see orion too....but now i miss him as well. but im hoping that i will be able to find things to occupy my mind while i miss them so im not missing them so much! and i miss all you at home too...send me mail! (i guess you cant yet because i havent given you any addresses yet but soon, i promise!)