im insanely disappointed right now. i honestly dont know how to describe how incredibly upset i am. i bought tickets for a beck concert in vancouver because dashboard confessional was one of the openers, the other being the black keys, but now it appears that dashboard is not continuing the rest of the tour. because beck is the 'main act' i cant get a refund for the tickets and now im stuck with going to a beck concert...i really dont like beck that much...bwah! i suppose that this gives me an opportunity to hang with caitlin though and thats a good thing. im just terribly smushed by this news.

im trying to come up with something insightful or awe-inspiring to say...but alas i have nothing. its so easy for me to remark on another's thoughts but to create my own is like...well, im not sure what its like but its definately hard, thats for sure.

ive decided that, although originally i was opposed this idea, i am going to save up for a scooter (those little motorized ones, not the 'skateboards with sticks'). i can honestly say that riding a scooter is up in the top ten of the most fun things of done...and ive done some pretty fun stuff. i want to hop onto my little 'vespa' and cruise around town....maybe even motor down to k-town going 60km the entire way. oh, i can picture it now...my hair blowing out under the helmet, the wind smacking my face, bugs facing death against my little window, and my little metal basket on the back...so hot!